被遺忘的我

Heather -Conan Gray
I still remember third of December
Me in your sweater, you said it looked better On me, than it did you, only if you knew
How much I liked you, but I watch your eyes
As she walks by
What a sight for sore eyes
Brighter than the blue sky
She’s got you mesmerized
While I die
Why would you ever kiss me?
I’m not even half as pretty
You gave her your sweater
It’s just polyester
But you like her better
Wish I were Heather
Watch as she stands with her holding your hand
Put your arm ’round her shoulder, now I’m getting colder
But how could I hate her? She’s such an angel
But then again, kinda wish she were dead
As she walks by
What a sight for sore eyes
Brighter than a blue sky
She’s got you mesmerized
While I die

憂傷的旋律讓壓抑很久的情感突然爆發，眼淚還是流下，
沒有恨沒有愛沒有奢望，
還有5天分開2個月，
沒有我的日子你是否過得更好？
沒有你的日子，我也能生活，
只是少了分享的物件，
今天我拍了很美的照片，
今天這邊又下雪了，
今天我和朋友去滑雪場了，
今天科羅拉多疫情上升，餐廳都關門了，
今天有個朋友跟我表白，
今天馬蜂窩有個超帥的哥哥私信我，
今天我發現一首超好聽的歌，
今天我突然好想好想買個無人機，
今天我還是忍不住想你了，
但
我還是告訴自己，你不會為了我改變，
我也不是真的愛你，
只是我想有人在身邊聽我說話，陪我看雪
..
但不是所有人都是你..