被遗忘的我

Heather -Conan Gray
I still remember third of December
Me in your sweater, you said it looked better On me, than it did you, only if you knew
How much I liked you, but I watch your eyes
As she walks by
What a sight for sore eyes
Brighter than the blue sky
She’s got you mesmerized
While I die
Why would you ever kiss me?
I’m not even half as pretty
You gave her your sweater
It’s just polyester
But you like her better
Wish I were Heather
Watch as she stands with her holding your hand
Put your arm ’round her shoulder, now I’m getting colder
But how could I hate her? She’s such an angel
But then again, kinda wish she were dead
As she walks by
What a sight for sore eyes
Brighter than a blue sky
She’s got you mesmerized
While I die

忧伤的旋律让压抑很久的情感突然爆发，眼泪还是流下，
没有恨没有爱没有奢望，
还有5天分开2个月，
没有我的日子你是否过得更好？
没有你的日子，我也能生活，
只是少了分享的物件，
今天我拍了很美的照片，
今天这边又下雪了，
今天我和朋友去滑雪场了，
今天科罗拉多疫情上升，餐厅都关门了，
今天有个朋友跟我表白，
今天马蜂窝有个超帅的哥哥私信我，
今天我发现一首超好听的歌，
今天我突然好想好想买个无人机，
今天我还是忍不住想你了，
但
我还是告诉自己，你不会为了我改变，
我也不是真的爱你，
只是我想有人在身边听我说话，陪我看雪
..
但不是所有人都是你..